I’ve been eyeing Caligula ever since the game came out.

I prefer Reina Ueda’s vocal in the original recording of the song instead of the anime arrange version (great arrangement btw just felt too slow on some parts), because the うるさいな!!!!!! part is more dramatic.

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哭 / Doukoku (A Wail)

“What’s this?” It’s Meltlilith’s character song, ladies and gentlemen. She’s my favorite, so I didn’t hesitate to translate it after I remember this song exists in my phone, and listened to it.

It blew my mind when I find out that Mai Kadowaki (yes, Illya’s seiyuu) wrote the lyrics. Have fun.


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Post-trauma off “Saw”


John’s single wham line continues to haunt me. In many levels. I can’t sleep that night I watched Saw.

I’m both grateful and blame my little brother to watch this movie together. Previously before watching Saw, me and him watched Exam (2009). It has share the similar “pay attention in the beginning” key plot with Saw. So, I take it Exam as sort of my prep movie for Saw. Thanks brother. I’ll write a separate entry for Exam.

I’m not going to review the movie, I just want to share why this movie shocked me into my core and how I deal with it.

I’m going to focus on Adam and Lawrence. Undetailed major spoilers ahead, so you can still watch the movie. I’m not providing any screenshots, because someone will have to pay me to rewatch the movie. Continue reading “Post-trauma off “Saw””

Thoughts on surreal movies

I adore that wire art and the voice narration.

I love surreal movies. Especially the black and white ones. Though I have to admit I haven’t watch more than 20 surreal movies. My favorite surreal movie directors are Jan Svankmajer and Jean Cocteau. As for David Lynch… I’ll get to him eventually.

To be honest, I’ve barely watched 10 surreal movies. And Cocteau mentioned that surrealism doesn’t exist… Then, what am getting myself into…?

How did I get to surreal movies at the first place? Well, as far as I can remember I picked up surreal visual elements from Studio SHAFT’s Monogatari anime series and Puella Magi Madoka Magica The Rebellion Story movie.

This may be sound lazy, but another thing that strongly pull me into surrealism is it’s simplicity. Or so I thought, at first. But simplicity still applies as it’s most fascinating factor. It can be defined by compressing a number of ideas into a visual symbolism that is commonly perceived as ambiguous.

Human’s emotions are not something that logic can contain. Therefore it can only be conveyed truly and vastly on dream logic.
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Granblue Fantasy 2nd Sparking

At first, I want to spark Olivia. Instantly fell in love with her skillset, but those cooldowns are bull****. Aaand… people begun to report that her 3rd skill is meh. Whatever. Shut up, Reddit. I’m genuinely happy with her utility and her passive BUT THOSE COOLDOWNS FOR GOD’S SAKE.

Anyway, this time, I got better results than my first time sparking. Got more characters, few but OP summons and no gold moons.

Thanks to Christmas and Happy New Year daily free draw roulette, my sparking can be splitted into 2 days due to me lacking another 40 pulls. At 29th, I got only 10 pulls but got 30 pulls at 30th. So, I rolled everything on the 30th and sparked on the 31th. I did everything at approximately 4:00 AM.

Here’s the result.


I wasn’t expecting to pull Light Vira and Olivia immediately during single ticket draws. Haha… I mean I didn’t get Yugu during her rate up back then during my first sparking.

I have mixed feelings for getting Summer Zooey. Here’s the thing, I never wanted her. Even to this day. Because if I do and now that I have her… Mein Gott, I have to farm 2 more Celeste claws, whereas I haven’t get and finish my 5th Chev sword. But, I get to slay Chev Magna lot faster now, so… Hallelujah.

My heart jumped at the sight of Wing of the Pure. God is good.

At first, I’m conflicted whether to spark Orchid or Drang.

According to the Gaijin tierlist, she’s stronk. But Orchid will die easily when her HP shield is used up for 2 turns. Upon reading that, I got paranoid over my past experiences with Dark Jeanne and Narmaya. They once die so easily. So, maybe next time when I find interesting Flash Gala character(s).

Drang may not be a water core but I really like his utilities. Plus, he heals and is voiced by Sugita. So, I sparked Drang.